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I have seen people die who loved life and enjoyed it while people who hate it are still here. I don't understand it some people's life are cut short while other who live in misery every day of there life are left here still living. Why? Death I know isn't a punishment, but sometimes I think life can be. People who have made the wrong choices who almost spread sin where ever they go are saved when everything that is bad happens not saved by God but by the devil so they can keep spreading sin.

I went to a wedding today and I though about the fact that I will never get married. I will miss out on having that day. A day all girls are suppose to dream about but I never really did. I always knew being married wasn't my fate. I have issues trusting men and women. Marriage doesn't work unless the love also has trust. Most relationship have to have some level of trust. Once trust is broken with me it can never be fixed and it isn't freely given to begin with. People prove they can not be trusted with the small stuff so they never get entrusted with the big stuff.

I guess today I realized I am to much of a skeptical person to fall in love.